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Thursday, April 21, 2005
Good morning~
I am sitting here, revaling in my solice for the moment. This is perhaps the best time of day, 3-4am where the world is still and sleeping. My only company is my music, the rain kissing the pane, the thunder growling softly, and the lightening darting about every once and awhile.
So the time is winding down, and the countdown begins.
I know this makes Ashley sad, and she droops visably whenever it's mentioned. *hugs Ashley tightly* I love you dear, and nothing will break that I promise.
Amanda droops a bit too, not as visably *hugs Amanda tightly too* No matter where I live for the summer I will come and see you, I promise.
This is almost a noble, secret time of night/morning.
I'm unsure of most things that are going to happen for the summer, but I do know that whatever happens we are all strong enough to take it.
And everything will be alright.
I'm happy to say I finally believe that now.
Although I must say I had some help in learning that lesson, thank you my love. (Happy 3 month btw).
There are always going to be things going on that I don't agree with, however I am learning the things I can change, and that I can't change.
The things I can't change I stand strong with others so I may become a better person.
Don't get me wrong, I am going to miss everyone terribly, and something will have to be done this summer so that we may all see each other. But for right now the feeling is odd.
Exciting, scary, sad, joyous, unsure, faithful.
I am excited to be done, I am scared to move foward, I am sad when I turn back to say goodbye, I am joyous to be done w/ my first year! Unsure of the summer and what to do, but faithful that somehow the Lord will provide, and help me because I'm sure clueless right now.
I have met some of the most amazing people here, and have become friends with some of the dearest people who will remain close to my heart, and I'll miss every day we're apart. And although I hate small towns, and I don't like the school here, I learned a whole lot all the same.
So I thank everyone for that. Take care, God bless, and if I don't post again before summer, leave here with the knowledge that I love you very much, and that we will see each other again.
laura .::.
4:03 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
' So let go, let go, and just get in. It's so amazing. Yeah it's alright because there's beauty in the break down.'
-Let Go (by Frou Frou)
*shrugs* I don't know anymore, I think my being hurts.
But all I can tell you is I miss you more than anything. I love you. God bless
laura .::.
2:11 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.~ Kahlil Gibran
That's a quote I stole from Jackie's A.I.M. thingy, and it's very true. And I couldn't be more greatful at the true depth of my own love for him and his love for me. Sorry I was going to do a cutesy little post but I just got done talking with a Kitchell for about 2 & 1/2 hours. And I need to go do some thinking and write a poem.
Anyhow what I was going to talk about earlier were my favorite couples, I was watching Christian and Matt, and realized that they are most definetly one of my favorite couples. They're cute, and funny, and really fun to be around and they fit really well together.
Another one of my favorite couples would have to be my parents. I know that sounds cheesy, however, my Mom truly deserves the love and happiness she gets from my dad, and vice versa. She married this guy Mark from age 18-22, then they divorced.
Then she married my real dad for like 2-3 years, they divorced when I was 1. She married my step dad (Dad) when I was 3 and he's been the best father since then. Don't get me wrong I love my real dad like crazy, but Dad's been there through everything, and I love him so much.
Anyhow he and Mom are so much fun to be around, they are constantly making each other laugh, they care so deeply about each other, still attracted to each other, and still so deeply in love, and they are each other's best friend. I love my parents so very much, and I'm greatful for them.
And then I wasn't sure if you were allowed to include yourself in this. I was thinking that to myself earlier, but then I thought well.....it's sort of my game so why not? So Steve & I are one of my favorite couples as well, just because of how incredibly happy I am. Yes fine and how incredibly sappy I can be, hehe there happy now? ;)
Wow can you believe it's already April?! I mean holy wow, we are almost done w/ school! Which roxxors my soxxors off & sucks big time all at the same time. Hehe but that's another post for another day. Take care everyone, and yes Ashley is safe & sound, no worries. =) Heh heh alright. God bless, I love you guys! Good night. *purrs softly to self, turns around three times and curls into ball, tucking tail over nose, and falls asleep purring*
laura .::.
4:23 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
Morning.....afternoon? Yeah it's monday so it doesn't even matter. =)
Anyhow, hey there kids, what's going on? So I was going to have a cute blog but Ashely's gone missing, and now a bunch of us are just really really worried.
So I'll ressume this posting cuteness later. Take care kids, pray for Ashley, love you all, God bless.
laura .::.
5:49 PM