Qoute the Virgin

Quote the Virgin
Sunday, August 31, 2003

hey guys, ok so you want a glance into my head when I first wake up? Here it is, here is me. When I first get up everything looks bleak and dreary. I worry about everything. I'm afraid everything good will be snatched from me. I am afraid I'm the biggest screw up ever, and that I annoy the hell out of everyone. I just feel like crying and crying. Later after I've been up for like 1/2 hour I usually feel better. *sighs* I think it's cause my mom is leaving. I guess I feel if that can be disrupeted then what the heck is certain anymore? Ahh forget it. ttyl God bless buh bye kids

laura .::. 8:47 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2003

*checks last date & blushes* heh heh yeah, sorry about that.... Anywho I'm here now ;) and about to leave unfortunatly. I never think of blogging until I have to go somewhere. I will make up for it, by writing a really long blog later! Ok but here is a notice, I am writing senior pictures right now! And i only have about 10 left, if you wanted one, and you're not sure if i knew that or not, then for heaven's sakes let me know! I don't wish to get yelled at cuz i didn't know u wanted a senior picture. Hmmm alrighty well, in other news shirtless o' clock is a intresting hour. Hehe we should do it again when I'm more awake. ;) anywho,off to take care of animals at the vet's office! ttyl God bless, buh bye

laura .::. 4:35 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2003

btw the way, it's sighs, not siggs. I just noticed that. *blushes & grins* whoops. hehe ;)

laura .::. 12:22 PM

*siggs* hey guys, just read jen's blog, I'm going to really miss her, and peter & rachel, and well jason & alan i'll miss you too, but u're still here so I won't miss you as much. ;) hehe and taryn's gone, and joe's gone, and sara's gone, ok i'm going to depress myself if i keep going. You know, it's really really weird seeing eveyone leave & move out, and Know that we're the oldest now, and that we still have one more year left. It's like "no no, i saw them off to college, that means I'm done too." I feel old for some reason. Yeah I feel bad btw I skipped church, it just felt weird to go w/ out taryn being there. Ok i'm kinda the only one in this group who goes to church, but still.... Oh well brandon ditched to go play paintball. Oh fuck, i still have 3 papers to write. Heh ok you know what? Mom & I are going to get lunch, and it will be a happy lunch! hehe ;) alrighty, i really didn't mean to blog this long....part of it's cuz i keep blogging, and don't shut up. hehe but see I'm awake now, and therefore i talk more. But now I'm leaving you all. I love you guys! ttyl God bless

laura .::. 12:22 PM

*yawns* hey guys, it's been quite the day. Millard Days parade went by my work, it was kewl. Adam & i celebrated our 10 month today (it's on monday, but we both work) mmm crap, i have 3 papers to write for A. P. English tomorrow, hmmm that should be interesting. soooo sleepy. I think I'm gonna go sleep or something silly like that. hehe ttyl God bless good night

laura .::. 1:57 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2003

hey guys, well this day's been a weird roller coaster. It was kinda sleepy this morning. Hehe swimming class took care of that. ;) hehe somehow freezing cold chlorine filled water makes u less sleepy. hehe and then... AGE GAVE ME HER SENIOR PICTURE! ooooh so cute, hehe and allie brought me a brownie (awe she loves me) hehe thanks allie. And a. p. english is just fun, and i was all bouncy when i came home & teddy remined me that taryn, sara, and joe are leaving today, and that's just today. There will be more leaving by a lot more of my friends, and it just makes me sad. But like elizabeth said, we're gonna be proud of the people ya'll become, and like i say COME BACK & SEE US! hehe just remember to come back. =) hehe oooh on a side note, mark & adam i'm sorry for pms bitching at you on wednesday night. hehe i love you boys! alright there i feel better. hehe ttyl kids, God bless, buh bye

laura .::. 3:50 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2003

hey kids! what's new? Man this week is just kicking ass so far. Mmm only thing though, stupid period decided to visit me today. Oh well it'll leave soon. yay for no homework! hehe and my uterus finally stopped being squeezy. This is always a plus. hehe this is so sad, though bc eveyone's leaving for college, but for some reason I can't get it through my head that they're really leaving. It just doesn't seem real to me. I don't know why, all of you who are leaving *BIG HUG* I'm going to miss you! I love you all! *sniffles* ok shut up I have pms & i am going to miss you all. Come visit many many times. You are all wonderful people & will kick ass out there. Ok OK i'm rambling fine, but I do love you all, and I'm going to go now, before I say that again. ttyl God bless goodnight

laura .::. 11:01 PM
Monday, August 18, 2003

hey guys, ok odd as this is going to sound today (monday) has been a hell of a lot better then most of my weekend. Hey it's all good as long of some of it is good. And i'm excited, my personal essay just tumbled out of me. And it was a lot easier than i thought. tomorrow's tuesday though, that's weird to think about. My scheduling is still off for some reason, it didn't feel like a monday to me. Hmm odd, ahh well I am off to go do things, and then trot up to bed. Alrighty kids, ttyl God bless love you, goodnight

laura .::. 11:20 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2003

hey guys, kind of a sad end to the weekend. If you don't know don't ask, at least not right now. Ok so i still have a civics paper to write *sticks out tongue* oh well it's 500 word max on what it means to me to be a citizen. hehe it won't be so bad. Oh my gol scary auditions for the musical are tomorow. Wish me & liz lots of luck =) hehe ok well i'm off to type about cvicsy things. hehe ttyl God bless buh bye

laura .::. 8:25 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2003

Ok technically it is now saturday, but I'm not going to count it yet. hehe oh man so Adam's b-day was today. My darling is 18 now! eek that is scary in itself. Lot of people I know are turning 18, how crazy. I won't until october. Oh man ok so it's the first weekend after school! hehe yay weekend they mean so much more during the school year. Ok I almost didn't get to drive home from adam's party, cuz we watched movies all night & that makes me sleepy. So i had to drive myself home, and adam & ben had mark hold my purse high over his head so i'd have to jump for it. (mark's like 6'1) hehe anyhow i woke up & i'm here so i haven't crashed =) huzzah. hehe and adam & i r gonna have alone couply time tonight (tonight being saturday) and it will be nice. i think i'll stop by taryn's too. But i'm gonna go now. ttyl God bless, good night

laura .::. 12:47 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2003

ok kids, now the 1st day of school is over. How exciting! hehe see tomorrow is the first full day, but we have a assembly & the day after that is friday, and adam's b-day. wheee fun =) mmm and then weekend, wheee fun again! hehe ok I am going to go rest. I love ya kids, ttyl God bless, good night

laura .::. 11:04 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2003

hi guys! ok so today (tuesday) seems to be much better. Not to mention yesterday was really kewl! I got a raise at work (hops around!) hehe so that was pretty kewl. The night was nice, but I stayed up late again and now i'm tired. Hehe funny how that works....hmm I have to mow the lawn today. Hmm that could be fun =( Not to mention school starts tomorrow....but it's only a 1/2 day & it gets over at 11am so that's ok. Alrighty kids, ttyl God bless buh bye

laura .::. 1:49 PM
Monday, August 11, 2003

yeah hi...hehe sorry it's sunday( ok technically it's monday) mmmm this day (sunday) sucked. I was tired all day, and napped & didn't mean to, the vet's office took forever, and i had a nice time at jason's. Then adam & i tiffed about something, and now he went to bed angry & i hate it when he does that. Oh did i forget to mention i feel sick. mmmm i tend to feel sick these days. that's no good, and no it's not pms before u ask. hehe good try though. ;) Alright children, i'm not going to yet, but u should sleep.....right goodnight, God bless

laura .::. 2:36 AM
Friday, August 08, 2003

good morning, yah i'm not even going to pretend to be chipper because i went to bed 5hours ago, and it's only 9am. AM i know how crazy is that? Well i wanted to write because I am super tired & shouldn't even be talking to people yet, let alone writing to them. Dead poet's society is sad, but very spirit stirring. So once it was over i went to bed. Thus me being in my bedroom at 3am, but I sat up and wrote things, and then read a book, and finally fell asleep reading. Ok well i need to go shower and pack still. We leave at 10am kids, be good, miss me just a little. ;) And i'll see some of you tomorrow. CARPE DIEM children (and if i didn't spell diem right, it's cuz it's early) Buh bye, God bless, love ya

laura .::. 9:14 AM

hey guys, ok sorry, i've been getting a little tired & lazy but yeah. Ok lately things have been kinda blah. Like they'll be good for awhile but than i'll get bummed out about stupid things and it's not my time of the moon or anything. Hmmm and then adam was kinda moody today, which makes me kinda sad, but i'm glad his boyscout stuff went well. Oh and taryn, bailey & i were watching the ring at mandy's house & ali ran downstairs & yelled so taryn jumped, bailey squeaked, and I screamed. hehe but it's ok cuz i tickeld ali. =) Ok well I will be in kc tomorrow (friday) i'll be shopping w/ my mom. ok I love ya'll but Dead Poet's Society is on tv ! and i must watch it. hehe yay ;) God bless love ya guys

laura .::. 1:25 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2003

really quick here, i noticed something else, everyone else has all of us linked and I don't. I only have elizabeth linked, it's not cuz i don't love ya all, (cuz i do!) it's because I have no idea how. So anyone wishing to help me, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you, buh bye

laura .::. 11:14 AM

hey guys! ok dancing for like 1/2 hour makes u way up! But see now I have to find my way to janet's house, which is kewl cuz i love janet cuz she's a sweetheart. However in this process i have to find harrison street. Ok anyone who knows me, knows i suck at directions. *whimpers* this looks confusing. I think i'm gonna call sam for help. See I'd call adam but he'd laugh at me. *sticks out tongue* well i supppose it's alright I mean i still love him, he just likes to laugh at me. =) But hey we need more laughter in the world right? right, oh & hey i got my new school hoodie today, they're white, WHITE! We have to wear freshmen colors all stupid year! rrrrr oh well i'm going to go shower now. Buh bye guys, i'll tty tonight. God bless buh bye

laura .::. 11:13 AM

ARGH! I......I...... change sucks big time! Ok my poor puppy got put to sleep on monday, and things just haven't gotten better. All ya'll are wonderful to me, but I just have this pain that won't go away. I just want to be held, so I can cry, or just be there with them. Ok let's face it, I want adam here so i can cry on his shoulder. I just want to be held so I know that somethings haven't changed. Cuz fuck everything else is. *sighs* hehe I need a hug. ttyl guys God bless good night

laura .::. 1:03 AM
Saturday, August 02, 2003

*yawns* hey kids, sorry i haven't blogged for a bit. Been well not so much busy as lazy. Hehe yeah for that, but I say get the last little bit out now, since stupid school is starting soon. *boo hiss* alrighty, see I'm going to go to bed semi-early tonight since I have to be at work by 9am tomorrow. That's right work, i work at a vet's office & get paid crap. Hehe adam says I should use my puppy dog eyes & ask for a rasie. Hehe u know i have worked there for about 4 &1/2 years now. But my caffiene meter is running low, and I need more pop. I will talk to you kids soon, oh btw jen & i had a really good talk last night so (thanks jen) I'm off now. Good night, God bless

laura .::. 1:05 AM